INTRO
It’s been like this forever,
No more,
I hate my fucking life.

I don’t give a fuck about all of your problems,
I could give a rat’s ass how you're feeling today
Take your worldly advice and shove it straight up your ass
Thanks for coming around to fuck up my day

I try
Tolerate
Good bye
Take me (4x)

Look at you, I can’t
You don’t see the whole picture
Take my bed of dirt
Cold and empty, I’ll stay
What’s the point of trying to stay above the surface
Take my life from me, help me to ease my pain

I try
Tolerate
Good bye
Empty

Try to see the way around you
I can’t find it
Try to take the path behind me
Can’t rewind it
Stick your finger in my face
I will break it
Leave me with an aftertaste
I live for it

I try
Tolerate
Good bye
Empty
Empty
Empty
Empty

Try to tolerate (4x)

I cannot tolerate
No tolerance in my life (4x)

What the fuck
You push yourself on me
You force yourself on me
You free yourself through me
You’d better save yourself from me

Everytime you want me to be
Something I can never be
You’ll just have to wait and see
Til the next that you have to come again
Come again
This time you will come again
Come again

I hate myself for you
I break myself for you
I kill myself for you
I’d better save myself from you

Everytime you want me to be
Something I can never be
I guess we'll have to wait and see
Til the next that you have to come again
Come again
This time you will come again
Come again
Like the ones before you
You will come again
Come again
This time you will
Come again

If you have to walk my way
Have something to say
Get the fuck away
Can’t take one more day

I cannot conform

Come again
This time you will come again
Come again
Just like the ones before you
You know you will come again Come again

Rape me
Break me
Love me
Kill me
Hate me
Kill me
Fuck me
Save me

I walk alone
I am alone
I think alone
I’ll die alone
Don’t think I can make it on my own
I think I need someone to save me

Such is life
So sad but true
Kill everything
That’s close to you
Try to decide what not to do
You know you cannot control me

I think there’s no point
In going any further
Than I’ve gone already
Can’t keep my hands steady

Sadness
Everyday for me
You can’t take that away from me
All these fucking thoughts
Inside my head are almost more than I can take
You push and push on me
You’re gonna keep on pushing 'til I break
Till I break

You think you control me
Have no chains that hold me
Only thing that saves me
Voices just might kill me

Sadness
Everyday for me
You can't take that away from me
All these fucking thoughts
Inside are almost more than I can take
You push and push on me
You're gonna keep on pushing till i break
Till I break
Till I break

I light another cigarette
Stop to think about it
Come to no conclusions
Take each step as it comes
Hold no prisoners except myself
Painful thoughts denied

Try to explain
My thoughtful words
Fuck you, I piss on you all

My head is barricade
Filled with peaceful thoughts
With evil outcomes
No one understands
Try to break the barrier
I see no outlet
No one’s there to catch me when I fall

Try to explain
My thoughtful words
Fuck you, I piss on you all

Try to explain
My hostile words
Fuck you, I piss on you all

Break this upon you all
This upon you all
I piss

Can’t you see me,
I fucking hate me.

The walls around me caving in
Cracked and gray
Remind me of myself, I need some help
There’s no one else

I’m empty, addicted, pissed off and still afraid
Of what you
Have left me
To live in
This mess you’ve made

I feel
Useless
Jaded
Nameless

The ride is over
I’ve come down
Hate to be
Can’t rely on myself
For my own health
To just say no

I’m fucked up, distorted, dysfunctional and drained
All of my
Deep rooted
Fears seem to get the best of me

I feel
Useless
Jaded
Nameless

I hate the way you fucked with me
You can’t rely on open eyes to see
You force these painful visions from my head
You won’t be happy til I break down

I feel
Useless
Jaded
Nameless

You take away
I feel the same

You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

You can’t feel my anger
You can’t feel my pain
You can’t feel this torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

I feel the betrayed
Stuck in your way
And you ripped me apart with the brutal things you’d say
I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away

You can’t feel my anger
You can’t feel my pain
You can’t feel this torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

Mudshuvel

You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
Cause

You can’t feel my anger
You can’t feel my pain
You can’t feel this torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I won't fight these feelings
I will bring you pain
You won't take away
I'll be whole again

Mudshuvel

INTRO
What is your fucking problem?
You wanna know what my problem is?

Alone
I walk beside myself
Alone
You put me on the shelf
Alone
With my insanity
Alone
No one to blame but me

But if you had told me when I was much younger
That life has a way of pulling you right under
Wouldn’t be standing here preaching my hate
Stand at the edge staring into my fate

I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
Wither away with me

Betrayed
You left me here for dead
Betrayed
By the voices in my head
Betrayed
Left me out in the rain
Betrayed
Nothing left but pain

I’m sick of the answers you have to my questions
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications
You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell
To die while I’m living and burn in my hell

I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
And run away with me

I pick you apart little by little
Til nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside I can get at what’s inside
Beneath your facade, I can see your disgrace
The walls that you build up will crumble around you
The pain you will feel as you wither away
The sun, though it comes up, will warm you no longer
Your strongest emotions, I’ll make you betray

I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
And run away with me

Which way do I go?

Pain, I swallow
I can not keep it down
Hate, I swallow
I can not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it down
Down

You, I hate you
I can not keep you down
You, I rape you
I can not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it down
Down

You before me
I can’t take anymore
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can’t go up any further
Come crashing back down
Down

Pain, I swallow
I can not keep it down
Hate, I swallow
I can not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it
Not keep it down
Down

I can not keep it
I can not keep it
Try so hard keep it down

What the fuck's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what you're saying
All along, decaying
Can't see through the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Bulding up the border

Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be

Can't see through the rain
Too much pain, am I insane?
Too much time, there's no sublime
Loss of energy
No symmetry
Fuck society
Lost in naivete

Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be

Can't stand the way you make me... feel, (you)
Can't take the pain you break me, (you)
Can't bite the hand that feeds me, (pain)
Can't take away what's in me

Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I know
The cobwebs on the ceiling
Make me aware that I'm all alone

The endless rain washes away
Makes clean the mess I've made

Watch me suffer, you'll feel better
Stick the needle in my vein
Lost my feelings with my dealings
Thoughts of only you remain

Fuck, fuck, fuck

Rip and tear
In my despair
Agonizing over shit
Feel the needle burn and tingle
My bad habits, deal with it

Fuck, fuck, fuck
I will self destruct

My life has slowly faded
Broke down and degredated
Suffocate in my sorrow
Maybe I'll die tomorrow
This riot that I've cited
Came to you uninvited
Truth hurts when it's in your face
Are you afraid of it?

I will self destruct

I think I'm gonna, think I'm gonna
I will self destruct

I self destruct my mind
I self destruct my world
I self destruct my life

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind
Have one question, when will this ever end?

Not much to the life I live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away
Same four walls

The thoughts from my mind
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Feel the joy as the needle hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind
Smell the stench as shit runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind
Ask for sanity, now for this I beg

Not much to the life I live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away
Same four walls

My mind is like today
Damp, dark, dreary
As the rain falls outside me
Going to the ground
I can feel it
Slipping away
Dying around decay
Dying like my soul
From the inside out
I can only pray
It won’t be long
It won’t be long now
It can’t be long
It can’t be long now
Help me

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind
Have one question, when will I be dead?

This is the life I have to live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away. (2X)

Same four walls

There's nothing left for me
(gunshot)